a leaf falls, a month ends.

sometimes i feel totally crazy for about 15 minutes and pace around and write whole paragraphs of what amounts to something a sleeping person would dictate to a robot kangaroo, and then i read webcomics or look at the library of congress' flikr stream for an hour and the world feels a little like magic again.

i guess sometimes things just feel weird, but they could always be weirder.
and at least we have some happy things to bolster us up. on and off the internet.
and maybe i should just go to bed.